When I was born i was granted the gift of many different talents. The saying goes, in order to get the dream, do one thing and do it good.

As all sayings go, i chose not to follow this one, as do many of us depending on who we really are.

I wasn’t that person.

In fact, my favorite thing was to do it all. Soccer. Baseball. Skating. Sex. Business. Marketing. IT. Farming. Eco Villages. Speaking. Writing. Failing. And well succeeding as well :)

It’s important I make this distinction due to the realization that I’m actually reached a point where I’ve nearly become a master at being second place at the top in more subjects of life than people can even fathom. I’m not famous. But I’ll be the first to admit I love being on stage.

The story of my life is quite this way. From a very young age i truly tried everything. Yo-yo, hacky sack, clarinet, soccer, baseball, hockey, video games, volleyball, basketball, roller hockey, skateboarding, scootering, and just about literally anything i could get my hands on in an attempt at mastery and more importantly… fun.

when push came to shove, i tried and tried again. I stayed in my room training at becoming the best yo-yo master. I trained in my room building my own computer. I trained in my room becoming the best soccer juggler. And i trained in my room to become the best at Call of Duty on the Xbox. Homework was somewhere in there too…

Little did i know that this training would actually lead me to get better and better over extended periods of time or rather… never quitting. Trying and trying and trying and trying and trying and perfecting everything over and over again.

not once getting recognition not once becoming the VERY top. But nearly always becoming a top master. I never knew that this would continue on for the rest of my life. Becoming a master truly.. of many art forms. However, maybe one day i would get the happiness and fun that i dreamed of…

My teenage years

Most of my teenage years were spent playing for some of the top soccer and baseball teams in the world. My soccer level reached a point where we traveled every weekend and we became the top 200 team globally. My baseball training reached the same level simultaneously, reaching top 50 all star level team globally. And throughout this process i was a A-B+ student with honors and AP classes… oh and I was also in the #2 wind ensemble (classical musical band) for high schools GLOBALLY. Yes, we even travelled to Chicago to compete in a globally recognized music competition. Somehow, pretty sure i hated sitting in a classroom more and more. I also was quite advanced at playing video games later becoming a real executive level job, and somehow i kept my “social” rank in school kissing 7 girls on New Year’s Eve later getting myself sick…

You really need to put this in perspective… i never once got globally recognized… in fact, my resume if really looked at closely would probably be the best at being 2nd in so many things that well… nobody could really even fathom what was true… but its real. Life was incredibly incredibly incredibly busy. Not to mention, i needed to wake up at 5 am for some lame ass teaching about stuff i still can’t remember. Let’s move on…

At some point I needed to attempt making it into a new college. So, with my 2nd place level everything. I took my shot at becoming a pro soccer player and traveled to over 20 different colleges around the US to showcase my skilllevel… i got some invitations many of which i still regard to this day… Cornell University got my number 1 interest. However, my school wasn’t strong enough. I was so close… but my grades wouldn’t cut it. Eventually, i accepted an invitation from a different school… which later led me into business and out of sports…

My College Years….

Chapman University. Double Major. Top Fraternity. Top Internships. My first girlfriend. Drugs. Hosting incredible massive movie making parties. Lots of clubs. The beginning of my health downfall. But more importantly. My first business.

I’ll never forget walking down the dorm room halls during my first day at Chapman University… an absolutely incredibly fun and girly next door left me on my knees. A Christian. Built for god. Little did i know that i would be taking on this inner journey of love and the universe much later on in life.

Sitting at the table in the dorms late in the night, i decided to try my first dose of adderall. Fucking hell it was wild. Amazing. Detrimental. But mostly…. Amazing.

A few months later i was in Las Vegas in front of the top DJs on earth. Dosing my first line of cocaine.

A few months later i was at a concert after my first dose of mushrooms. Ripped a smoke. And woke up on the floor in the middle of the dance floor with hundreds of people around me. One of the worst days of my life.

A few months later and i balanced out. Only the weekends. I was working on multiple businesses. I was cream of the crop in the social services… supporting my friends on their journey. Yes, i was quite the social guy. I loved everything about supporting people. Soon i became the man to go to for the problems of social interactions.

These years i was enjoying life truly. Life was incredible. I had so many friends. I had a balanced week. I worked on incredible businesses. And later on i ended up supporting a team and built a 60,000 person festival.

I worked in world famous businesses like Vans shoes in their marketing department (keep in mind i was only 19 years old). I worked in IT departments presenting in front of top executives at one of the most famous teen retail companies. And eventually i ended up in IT innovation at the largest and most profitable real estate companies on earth… The Irvine Company.

All during my college years. Advancement so fast i had to close out one of my favorite activities. Professional sports. Soccer was off the table. Business was in.

When i graduated college i was granted an opportunity to work at a world class real estate law firm that worked on projects like the Apple campus in San Francisco. Quite wild. To go from marketing, sales, fashion, IT, also making my own little businesses. Directly into a law firm supporting top executives in Silicon Valley.

Eventually i ended up starting my own marketing agency. Which went from $0 to generating over $20,000 per month before i even turned 22. Scoring multiple income streams. Partying on the weekends. And then… the moment came.

I wanted more of life. Something was not right… the biggest reaching mythical part of myself was dormant. But i knew something was there. I loved community. I loved connection. So much so, that i decided my time in California needed a change. i took a big chance.

I left and went for it. Bali called my name.

Growing Up.

I couldn’t help but stop the party. LSD left me in tears at a small hippie eco friendly cafe somewhere in the middle of Ubud, Bali. I was filled with tears. Reading some book on spirituality. Love was everything to me from that moment forward. Bursting into tears like a newborn child flying through the rice fields on my motor bike. The search began.

Not for fame. But for love.

I entered my first yoga class at Yoga Barn watching world known yogis perform flying stretching weird shit id never seen meanwhile i could barely even see my toes. Let alone trying to touch them.

I stayed here for many months. Working on my agency. Consulting with what would later become nearly 100 different companies from countries all over the world.

Eventually i decided that i wanted to get more interested in becoming a yogi… what I didn’t know that time was that i would embark on a 10 year journey discovering over 50 different countries and more than 250 eco village spiritual communities all over the world.

Community

During the next phase of life i became a master at real estate and community development. I knew marketing. So with it i worked with some of the top spiritual and communal innovators of our world today…

Findhorn Ecovilage in the north of Scotland, Esalen institute in California, Tamera tantra community in Portugal… and many more. In fact, i even marketed the largest online event for the executives of all these communities which included even more famous projects like Auroville, the largest spiritual community on earth. I got insight into real estate developments that exist to connect people rather than disconnect them. quite a challenge.

I traveled all over the world visiting places like this going from one community to the next learning about love, connection, and yes… even tantra. Which we really need to get into as it was one of the most important parts of my life.

During these travels nobody knew who i was. Nobody recognized my honorary travels to the most holistic centers of any human on the planet. However, I humbly accepted my mere 15 likes on my social media posts. Without avail, life continued.

I moved back to California. Worked with a startup that raised 20 million dollars and grew the company from 0 to 5 marketers. Later driving a nice car after getting paid six figures.

In that same year i launched one of my first companies in the spiritual domain, a retreat consulting firm as well as a retreat company dedicated to inner connection and elevating love. Oh… and most importantly… fun :)

These environments were the most fun places I traveled to. They were connected. Life was celebrated. Eating was clean. People loved to discuss the truth. And most importantly. It was diverse. With many things to do. And many new skills to master.

My Dating Life

Pretty incredible to say the least. With someone who has lived in over 16 countries for extended periods of time, and with a pursuit of real deep connection. One gets to experience really profound relationships with women in many… many… different countries.

Since that, i mastered the experience of sex. Many different women. All with their own primary language. So many in fact that I’ve picked up beginner to intermediate level languages from 5 different countries and counting.

I got so fascinated with relationships although, i got really destroyed in the process. Falling in and out of profound layers of connection. I eventually stopped trying great layers of connection in exchange for surface level sexual interactions for the depth of understanding of what we define as “open” relationships.

Later concocting nearly 600 sexual interactions with women from nearly every known country on our planet today.

These years were dedicated to pleasure. In and out of different relationships i went. Some of which continue to this day.

I knew that mastering the art of relationships held a deeper feeling of the profound thing we all wish for in this world…

This thing called love.

It’s the uniting force that arguably is the only thing that all beings share.

What I didn’t know at the time of writing was that really going deep within a single relationship would breed a healing experience that would continue to fail prior and caused me to die 9 times heart stopping emergencies…

However, i knew that connection not just with ourselves but with this world was of utmost importance.

Without going on and on about well.. the most important part of this story.

I eventually died

But.. I knew it all along.

I just didn’t want to admit to myself.

I died on the cross…

Of my own making.

But… the world saved me.

Everyone around me saved me from me.

I guaranteed myself a life of connection by connecting with the world itself… through love and love alone.

I trusted my intuition. I followed everything it had to say. And it brought me to the world and back. Countless times.

9 times.

I died.

Picked up by people in different countries.

Picked up by medicines from over 35 different flights all over the world.

Supported by women who cared for me even when i suffered in many ways indescribable

But, the world healed me.

Playing with other people healed me even more.

Patience was most difficult. Environmental pollution was the secondary driver after my own making.

Stupidity of people left the world dying.

More importantly the stupid choice I made to overdose on a mysterious substance later known as fentanyl. Was the greatest miracle choice of all.

I suffered in ways people truly will never know. Daily. I didn’t sleep for weeks leaving me in ambulances all over the freaking world.

But… i trusted

I trusted in myself.

My intuition.

My relationships.

But most importantly.

Love.

God.

The universe.

And boy did i get something in return.

A chance.

Again.

Again.

Again.

Again.

Again.

Again.

Again.

Again. Again.

Not to show the world who i was.

But to have fun :)

God gave me more chances than any of his students.

I guarantee.

Guarantee.

That when you are given that 10th chance.

Or that second chance.

Or that third chance.

When you speak with me.

There wont be another chance after that.

Because you’ll win.

You’ll pass the test.

You’ll master the art.

You’ll get the thing.

And that thing?

That thing we are all searching for?

Guess what it really is.

To have…

More…

Fun :)

If you want to learn more about second chances….

Please send me a message and I’ll be sure to show you the truth.

Something you’ll never forget.

Whether it’s your relationship.

Your work life.

Your travel life.

Your health.

Your heart.

Or your relationship with the universe.

I’m here to serve through and through

Everything I exist for is support the expansion of love.

Because love saved me.

I know that love can save you too :)

Take a Chance :)

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